Another Song For My Lila…Part 3

I Promise You

It’s in the silences,
The words you never say
I see it in your eyes,
It always starts the same way
It seems like everyone we know is breaking up
Does anybody ever stay in love, anymore?

I promise you,
From the bottom of my heart
I will love you till death do us part
I promise you as a lover and a friend
I will love you like I never love again
With everything I am

Ooh I see you look at me,
When you think I’m not aware
You’re searching for clues,
Of just how deep my feelings are.
How do you prove the sky is blue, the oceans wide?
All I know is what I feel,
When I look into your eyes

I promise you,
From the bottom of my heart
I will love you till death do us part
I promise you as a lover and a friend
I will love you like I never love again
With everything that I am ooh yeah

Oh there are no guarantees
That’s what you always say to me
But late at night I feel the tremble in your touch
Oh what I’m trying to say to you,
I never said to anyone

I promise you,
From the bottom of my heart
I will love you till death do us part
(I do my darling I promise you)
I promise you as a lover and a friend
I will love you like I never love again

With everything I am I promise you,
From the bottom of my heart
I will love you till death do us part
( I love you I love you I love you I love you)
I promise you as a lover and a friend
I will love you like I never love again
With everything I am

You’re everything I am oh yeah
With everything I am

Selamat Hari Ibu..

Mak,

Kesabaranmu membesarkanku,

Tidak dapat dinilai dengan apa jua,

Ketekunanmu mendidikku,

Tidak terbayar oleh apa jua…

Mak,

Pengorbananmu menjaga enam orang anak tirimu,

Tidak akan terbanding oleh sesiapa,

Walau mereka tidak mengenang segala jasamu,

Tuhan masih maha mengetahui segalanya…

Mak,

Mak telah mengajarku erti kekeluargaan,

Mak telah mengajarku erti pengorbanan,

Kan ku pupuk segala pengajaran,

Kan ku utuhkan semangat dan keyakinan…

Mak,

Walaupun badai dan bala menimpa,

Walaupun diancam dan dicerca,

Tak akan ku jemu membela ibunda,

Walaupun nyawa diambil olehNya…

Mak,

Tiada sesiapa yang lebih mengenalmu,

Melainkan ananda mu ini jua…

Selamat Hari Ibu kepada emak ku yang tersayang, Puan Norsiah Binti Hasan..

I HATE doing outstation jobs…!

Someone talked to me, ” waa bestlah odee..slalu pegi outstation..dapat jalan-jalan, boley dapat income lebih..” I talked to myself..Stupid axs hxxe…Are you serious? Best ker outstation..err..anybody want to replace me??

If you want to apply for a job, pls make sure the job description will not include a requirement to do outstation jobs..it is so tiring…especially if you’re married and have kids…

let me tell you why I hate doing outstation jobs:

1. I love my kids..I missed them a lot when they’re not around…

2. I love my wife..I missed her a lot when she’s not around..

3. I don’t gain anything financially..In fact I am spending more…

4. When I’m doing outstation jobs, I am doing the same job..over and over again:

- Entrance Conference

- Checking Financial Documents

- Checking Legal Documents

- Doing analysis

- Interrogates people

- Exit Conference

5. I’ll not be at my own house AT LEAST one week in every month…A year will be at least 12 weeks per year or 3 month per year..translated means that I will not be around with my family for at least 3 month every year..

6. Am I gain extra income? shit no..I need to spend at least a quarter of my salary just for hotel expenses..not includes other expenses such as food and transportation…

7. Even if I’m taking my family along..my expenses will be double…

8. Sometimes my wife (who is also an auditor) will accompany me when I’m doing outstation..(of course she’s from other agency) and that will be great…but I’ll still missed my kids…

9. I missed my lecture classes, exams…

10. If I bring my kids along..my kids especially aiman will miss his smart reader classes and yamaha classes where we need to pay about RM250 to RM500 per month..

Outstation jobs is not a fun job to do..The job is only suitable to:

1. Those who are willing to sacrifice their normal life..

2. Those who are bachelors..

2. Those husbands or wives who love ‘lari dari tanggungjawab”…

3. Those intended to cheat while doing outstation jobs…

4. Those husbands who dare to leave their wife and kids alone for days..

So, who wants to replace me?

Another Song For My Lila…

 

If

If a picture paints a thousand words, then why can’t I paint you?
The words will never show
The you I’ve come to know…

If a face could launch a thousand ships, then where am I to go?
There’s no one home but you
You’re all that’s left me too…

And when my love for life is running dry
You come and pour yourself on me…

If a man could be two places at one time, I’d be with you
Tomorrow and today
Beside you all the way…

If the world should stop revolving, spinning slowly down to die
I’d spend the end with you
And when the world was through…

Then one by one the stars would all go out
Then you and I would simply fly away…

 

Song by Bread

Video by lauzon1999

Me and iPod..Pod..Pod..

hai all..

I’m looking for a PDA and I’m also looking for a good mp3 player to replace my old Aiwa 1.5gb mp3 player..I don’t need an “all in one” device as I already have a Sony Ericsson Handphone to make and receive calls, a Sony Handycam to record videos and a Sony Cybershot to take pictures…(i’m am a Sony fan..huhu) I did researched, testing and surveyed all PDA and mp3 players at various shops in Low Yatt and websites..

As the result, finally, I purchased an iPod Touch…

Apple’s iPod Touch

iPod Touch is actually a fancy media player which have same functionalities as Apple’s iPhone except for phone, camera and bluetooth…But as a gadget with a Unix Operating System (Mac OS) underneath it, many don’t realize that it can be converted to be a PDA… I jailbroke (hacked) my iPod by myself after following instructions at various websites and installed many productivity, utilities and game applications…

Screenshots of the iPod after converted to PDA…

 

Now.., all my notes, schedules, contacts and other essentials are stored in my iPod Touch which already function as a PDA..I stored all my kids’ pictures, all my favorite mp3s and my favorite videos in the iPod Touch to accompany me whenever I’m working outside of the office..I read e-books whenever I’m free… I checked the weather, receive and send emails using the iPod.. I’m able to surf the Internet by using the wifi connection instead of using a notebook…

Damn… Now I’m hooked and can’t imagine how it is to be and to live without the iPod Touch!!!!

Hehehe..Latest Addition for 2008!!

hehe..man..i’m going to be a father of Three or ‘3′ or ‘San’ or ‘Telu’ or ‘Thalasa’ or err. Tiga…hehehe

hehehe..my wife got pregnant a month ago… and new baby will be expected on August 2008..hopefully the baby will be a ’she’..because I need to add a ‘Wonder Woman’ to my family..to balance with 2 of my ‘Superman’ and ‘Superboy’ aka the ultramen as called by my sis, Lindot…hehe..

hehe..can’t stop smilling for the past 4 days..hehe..sorry for my ‘kerang busuk’ thing..hehehe..too happy now…

hehehe..well elly and anoi…, you both will have a competitor during the upsr, pmr and spm later..hehe!

Odee & Nizam

Odee

- Married with 2 kids

- Own a house

- Obsessed in Music and Arts

- Loves Tennis

- Boroi..

- Born in Taiping

- Primary school at St. George (1)

- Secondary school at a boarding school

Nizam (Boyot) >:)

- Married with 2 kids

- Own a house

- Obsessed in Music and Arts

- Loves Tennis

- Boroi..

- Born in Taiping

- Primary school at St. George (1)

- Secondary school at a boarding school

  

Any familiarities???

waa suda lama..

today is 28 of November..quite a while since my last update to this blog…i’m so obsessed updating my family blog that i forget to update this one…kesian blog nih…

what’s new?

1) i got a phone call from lindot…my pet sis during uitm (itm) lendu days…hello sis..i’ve read your blog ” http://genx76.blogspot.com“, this and this .. nice stories you have there…but yang paling terharu..you showed to the world my special hand made greeting card..damn..the cartoon i drawed for you was done at one night during my confused hours.. i still cherish our friendship during those days where me, you, elly, anoi, hatta and flinstone are closed friends and each of us sharing our problems either about family or life..i missed that time that even today i’m still listening to “honesty” song by stryper…tribute to you all…

2) as a half humble and half barbaric staff of government, i was surprised when i was rewarded “Anugerah perkhidmatan Cemerlang Anggota Perkhidmatan Awam” for the year 2006 by my department in the month of May 2007…not bad huh?

3) during last 8 months of my life, i was too disturbed to the scenarios of my country and my race…which i confused whether our today’s system is the right one or i just saw too much flaws in it…god bless our country and the king…

4) myself getting wider and my weight already reached 73kg…quite contrast during my year of 25 when my weight is just 52kg!!! the problem is although my body gets wider, my height is not…tried hard to get thinner but each time i’m tried, i’m just getting fatter..i’m now closing to chubby and that’s remind me to elly…hai elly

5) and of course, days to days i’m getting wiser..

happy birthday odee..

today is my birthday…i am 34 years old…syukur kepada Allah for his blessing, in this age, i already have a lovely wife with two cute, handsome and bright kids, a home with complete furnitures and appliances, a car and.. a secure job… no matter what people did perception on me, my life will always go on and getting better from days to days…

looking back during my darkest days, when i was 21 – 27 years old…i was a guy who belasah anything i wished to do..without thinking what going to happen for my future…i’m so lost in my life that i forgot that allah adalah maha pengampun dan maha penyayang… terima kasih tuhanku atas rahmatmu memberi sinar dan panduan untuk kehidupan ku..

One thing for sure..i was, i am still the person behind my mother whenever thing goes wrong…